salome

(bkz: tarrak )
(bkz: kemigi)

(bkz: kazik gibi olmak)

cok guzel ve degisik cikiyor bununla cekilen resimler, tamam resimdeki siz cirkin gorunmus olabilirsiniz ama fotograf yine de harika. hmm nasil tasvir etsem diyordum , tipki sokak kapisinin gozunden disari bakinca insanlari bi tuhaf gorursunuz ya hani kucukmus ama buyukmus gibi, gitgide genisliyor gibi, iste anlasilmistir herhalde herkes kapi deliginden bakmistir kanimca bir defa da olsun.

destiny’s child sarkisi hem de gayet guzel sarkisi;

hey (i want a soldier)
well you got it, i’m the hottest around
they’ll know it when they see you rollin’ impalas around
(i got a soldier)
with the top down, feelin’ the sounds
quakin’ and vibratin’ them thighs
ridin’ harder than guys
with the chrome wheels at the bottom, white leather inside
when them flames be spittin’ at you, tell ’em don’t even try it
to shoot it with ’chelle, and kick it with kelly, or holla at b
you gotta be g’s, you way outta ya league

[kelly]
we like them boys that be in them lacs leanin’ (leanin’)
open they mouth, they grill gleamin’ (gleamin’)
candy paint, keep that whip clean and (clean and)
they always be talkin’ that country slang we like
they keep that beat that be in the back beatin’ (beatin’)
eyes see so low from that chiefin’ (chiefin’)
i love how he keep my body screamin’ (screamin’)
a rude boy that’s good to me, with street credibility

[chorus]
if his status ain’t hood, i ain’t checkin’ for him
better be street if ya lookin’ at me
i need a soldier
that ain’t scared to stand up for me
known to carry big things, if you know what i mean

if his status ain’t hood, i ain’t checkin’ for him
better be street if ya lookin’ at me
i need a soldier
that ain’t scared to stand up for me
gotta know to get dough and he better be street

[beyonce]
we like them boys up top from the bk (bk)
know how to flip that money three ways (three ways)
always ridin’ big on the freeway (freeway)
with that east coast slang that us country girls, we like
low-cut caesars with the deep waves (deep waves)
so quick to snatch up yo’ beyonce (yo’ beyonce)
always comin’ down, bobbin’ our way (our way)
tellin’ us that country girls the kind of girls they like

[chorus]
if his status ain’t hood, i ain’t checkin’ for him
better be street if ya lookin’ at me
i need a soldier
that ain’t scared to stand up for me
known to carry big things, if you know what i mean

if his status ain’t hood, i ain’t checkin’ for him
better be street if ya lookin’ at me
i need a soldier
that ain’t scared to stand up for me
gotta know to get dough and he better be street

i know some soldiers in here (where they at, where they at)
they wanna take care of me (where they at)
i know some soldiers in here (where they at, where they at)
don’t mind takin’ one for me (where they at)
i know some soldiers in here (where they at, where they at)
they wanna spend that on me (where they at)
i know some soldiers in here (where they at, where they at)
wouldn’t mind puttin’ that on me (where they at)

[lil’ wayne]
hey, see cash, money is a army
i’m walkin’ with purple hearts on me
you’re talkin’ to the sergeant
body marked up like the subway in harlem
call ’em weezy f. baby
please say the baby
if you don’t see me on the block, i ain’t tryin’a hide
i blend in with the hood, i’m camouflage
bandana tied, so mami, join my troop
now everytime she hear my name, she salute!

[michelle]
i like them boys over there, they lookin’ strong tonight (strong tonight)
just might give one the phone tonight (phone tonight)
homie in the dickies, in my zone tonight (zone tonight)
he don’t know we might be on tonight (on tonight)
ooh he lookin’ good, and he talkin’ right (talkin’ right)
he the type that might change my life (change my life)
everytime he look at me, my girls be like (girls be like)
that one may be the one tonight

[chorus]
if his status ain’t hood, i ain’t checkin’ for him
better be street if ya lookin’ at me
i need a soldier
that ain’t scared to stand up for me
known to carry big things, if you know what i mean

if his status ain’t hood, i ain’t checkin’ for him
better be street if ya lookin’ at me
i need a soldier
that ain’t scared to stand up for me
gotta know to get dough and he better be street

i know some soldiers in here (where they at, where they at)
they wanna take care of me (where they at)
i know some soldiers in here (where they at, where they at)
wouldn’t mind puttin’ that on me (where they at)

"fuck you, you whore i don’t want you back!" kismi hakikaten gaza getirir bu parcanin.

7 kutu icince kalp carpintisi yapiyor fena sekilde.

o donem okullarda oyle bir soylenti yayilmaya baslamisti, saglik ocaklarindan gelip kizlari bekaret testine tabi tutacaklar diye, kimileri pek sevindiydi okuldan atilacaklar bitecek bu iskence diye hatirlarim.

(bkz: alabalik)

sanirm salome(nietzche) olmaya ozenmisti. zamaninda turk gencliginin alay konusu olmustur bekaretini koruyan durusu ile, halen oyle midir oldukca merak etmekteyim.

"gelismekte oldugu" one surulen gelismemis ulkelerde misal turkiye var oldugu iddia edilip bir turlu orneklenemeyen "olanak".

hemen hemen herkesin bir zamanlar arasindan once kafasini sonra ayaklarini cikarttigi bolge.

ispanya ve portekiz’de de hatta italya’da da vardir "fiesta" olayi, ogle tatili uzar da uzar. yahu tek calisan biz miyiz oyleyse biz niye fakiriz?

(bkz: patriarkal)

ataerkil bir toplumda yasayip "anaerkil" bir aile yapisina sahip olmak muhtesem bir duygudur. buyudukce digerlerinden farkli bir aileye sahip olundugu sasira sasira anlasilir. buyuyunce feminist olunur.

ulkelere gore degisir bu aranin uzunlugu bizim ulkemizde sanirim en fazla 2 saatlik bir ara olabilmekte, insiyatife bagli olarak, fakat arap ulkelerinde bu ara en az 3 saat olmakla beraber ramazan ayinda 5 saat hatta belki daha fazlasina kadar cikmakta. zengin olunca boyle oluyor tabii.oh ye-ic-sic-yat.

(bkz: intertextuality)

(bkz: metinlerarasilik)

okul ve isyerlerinde ogrenci ve calisanlar karnini doyursun da daha verimli olsun diye verilen aradir.

o ev asla kose bucak temizlenmez, asla kapi pervazlari pencere kenarlari, radyator icleri; bunlari gec hadi zor isler; raflar, kitaplik aralari, biblo tepeleri, sehpalarin alt bolumleri, avizeler, hali altlari efendime soyliim bilgisayar masasinin bolmeleri ah tabiki pencereler- nasilsa yagmur yagiyor diyerek- asla temizlenmez; ev soyle bir supurulur, ustten ustten toz alinir, bir vileda, bir oda spreyi al sana mis gibi orospu temizligi.

herifi- ki herif sevgiliniz olacak "asshole" dur-, hatunun -ki hatun herhangi bir asiftedir-, tepesinde gozlerini kapamis, kendinden gecmis, ter icinde kalmis, nefesi kesilmis, hizli tempo tabiri caizse "tepinirken" yakalarsiniz, ve aldiginiz cevap "dur beni yanlis anladin" olur. ah yurdum erkegi.